Well, what to say? We bought a car. A rather big one, to fit the whole family including the dog plus the electronic wheelchair. It is a fact that my spouse won’t get healthy again, we arranged ourselves with that a long time ago. It is, what it is, we can’t change it. And as a wise and admired woman once told us: if you can’t change the circumstances, settle yourself and make it as comfortable for yourself as you can.

And so we did. After a loud big bang circa 6 month ago that broke my heart to pieces we tried to rearrange our life. We found a house we want to move in (I so want to show it to you, but, well, there is this silent distance between us) with a big garden very close to the school of the younger one. (She had her difficulties but she get’s used to being to school better and better.)

I will start to work very soon as a PA for a child in Kindergarden. I look forward to do this, being the expert for once and not always just „mother from“, accompanying person and/or applicant to get help for the kids.

So, our whole life changes. Bought a car, got a job, hopefully getting another house.

So much changes. Good changes for sure. And so much miss that I can’t change, as I am not willing to back off. I will settle myself with that. as usual.